I will admit things have been a little more than crazy for us this past year. An even now I am in a transition phase in my current full time job. I am just happy I do have a full time job still but I am going through a transition from manager to just a regular employee again. Why you may ask? Well its not a difficult thing my position was done away with. Funny thing is I am not even mad or upset in the slightest. You would think I should be but I'm not. I think its because we had a feeling it was coming so I started free lancing and opening up my resale business again. ( shameless plug here ) But that is neither here nor there. When I was growing up one of the things that made living in New Jersey bearable was my Grandparents. I still get choked up because my Grandfather taught be how to play pool, gamble, fish and he also gave me my first shot.... He was a amazing man. When my mom got into one of her moods he would take me to the water. He knew that I couldn't be far f