Anger and Frustration

 

I am frustrated. Why? A month ago, I lost my job. I busted my ass for this company and did everything I was supposed to do going over and beyond my assigned duties. Then the company overpromised and underdelivered; if you weren't best friends with the operations manager, you were let go. I have been applying for jobs and unemployment for a month now and have yet to find anything. Not working has turned my life upside down. I have yet to find anything, and it has strained my relationships. It has put me in a depression that I am struggling with. People keep telling me Oh, find a new job.  Finding a job is not easy when everything is spaced out, and I have no car. Also, we are going into the summer, and I get extreme heat sickness. So if I have to walk to or from work, I will be sick as can be. God is trying to teach me a lesson, but what lesson? Losing this job ruined my life, and I lost out on so much because of it. I hope they have instant karma.

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