Saturday, August 4, 2018

ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY!

Happy August everyone and guess what that means?  That's right it's almost my birthday and it's all about me! Just kidding my birthday is never about me my plans for this year are literally to go back to school food shopping and work on the rest of the housework for the remainder of the day!  I even get the same gift every year from the school board and it's the gift of school starting within 2-3 days of my birthday.

What else does that mean for me and Mycrazylifeagain? Well,  A whole new life adventure of course!  Now that the kids are going to be back in school I need to do more to make money and support these amazing kids of mine.  So basically I am planning on freelancing from both inside and outside the home when the kids are back to school. I have a few leads for work and am actively pursuing them so the kids and I can have a more fulfilling and fun life.

Reflecting back the past year I can't believe how much my life has changed since my birthday.  Last year I was fed a bunch of false promises from the man that claims to be my soon to be ex-husband.  This year coming I am no longer thinking that those false promises are something I need or want. I am standing firm and saying I am going to make my own way! I am a strong independent woman who is working on living my life to the fullest and having a grand adventure with my kids! I was so worried about trying to save the failing marriage I lost sight of being an amazing mom instead of an eh mom. With that, I also lost myself in the process. My identity disappeared and I was broken. I am following a new path now.

But Angie how are you going to do this you might ask? Well, I am going to continue to do what everyone keeps telling me I can not do! So that means the blog will continue to have new updates! My writing will also have more updated and improved content coming soon. No more listening to the naysayer's and living my life the way I want.  As for being a mom I am putting what that has always meant for me into perspective and doing what I should have done in the first place. My babies are my world and the only people whose opinions matter to me.

As for me, well I am going back to taking care of myself. My anxiety has gotten so bad that I had let myself go. I am trying to take care of myself again. My weight ballooned because I ate my feelings.  I have now started dropping weight!  I started doing stuff I had put aside again such as craft and read. I used to read 2-3 books a week and I just stopped. The thought of not reading like I used to makes me so sad, but I am changing it.

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Much Love Everyone!
Angie


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