Seriously though I had to step back and take a look at my life and how things were going. I have come to find out that I am a serious control freak. However thanks to that control streak i have finally come to a realization no matter how hard i tried to control things even when things were at its worst things somehow worked out. I know that sounds extremely sappy, but its true. I would love to sit here and tell more but I have puppy who wants to go for a walk.